I AM THE CIRCLE THE CIRCLE IS ME.

She was sitting on his lap, it was all very akward. "so um..how are you..?" she said in a sweet voice. Her eyes bright red, she had the sweetest look her hair a dark yet easy orange color, snow white skin, she seemed shy as she looked at up at Devilstar. "Im fine..why is you father making you sit..I mean like sit ON me..?" he said his voice seemed a bit shallow. Devilstar was a quite young man he wasn't use to the whole idea of having her on his lap as her father spoke with his mother about the "problem". "I'm not sure..I honestly don't like it.." she looked down and pulled her white skirt down a bit. "he says if I ever want to find my husband I must be more open.." she said her voice soft, she looked down in embarrassment. "So...he wants you do be a slut? he asked in a bit of a joke. She then hit his arm but meaning no harm just in a playful way. "oh stop it " she laughed a bit "I'm no where near being or becoming a slut, I just want my father to care or at least seem like he cares for once.." she said as her laugh slowly stopped. "I know..i was kidding, and..I guess I'm not use to this" he said.  "Ginger Time to go" her father yelled out as he opened the door. "oh yes father, coming!" she yelled back as she got up and off of Devilstar. "Ginger remember our talk..?" her father said one of his eye browns up with a face off "mind your manners". "b-but father..." Ginger said her soft voice seem to have panic. "oh..alright " she walks over to Devilstar. His face was confused on what she was about to do. then "boom!" she Gently kissed his cheek as his face got a rosy color. "sorry Devilstar" she whispered to him before she quickly ran to her father. "uh..bye!" he said after he shook his head "returning to earth. "Mother can you explain to me what just happen?" he said. "Oh..shes just getting bossed around by her father, ya know my father would do just that. I use to hate it that's when i met you father" she look up at the cling as if she was having a small flash back. "mom..?" she didn't "YOU THERE WOMAN?!" he yelled to try and get her attention. "oh yes yes sorry!" she looked at him. "your father and I would talk all the time, he never touched me when my father was there and try to impress him nor did he when we were alone he was quite a gentlemen man" she said as she swept the living room floor. "oh..well I'm gonna go out maybe see if I can talk to Ginger, bye mom" he said as he open the door to leave. "wait!" she yelled "I have something to give you" she said as she ran to the room and back. "uh...what is it..?" Devilstar was looking at the small black box his mother was holding in her hands. "its for you my Prince" she said in a kind voice has he have it to him. Devilstar was about to open it when "NO!" she sreamed and close the box before he could he what was in it. "why..?" he asked. "I want for father to be here when you open it, he needs to show you what you can do with it. oh I'm so excited to see your fathers reaction!" she said in the joyful voice. "Uh...ok then" he laughed a bit a slid the small black box in his pocket. "bye my sweet Prince!"
As Devilstar walked out of the house he saw Ginger siting on a bench. "Hey Ginger!" he called out to her as he walked over to her. "Oh hell hey Devilstar" she said. He sat next to her and poked her a few times considering she didn't seem to pay attention to him. "mister..what is your problem" she said, "why do you sound so blue..?" he got closer to her, then she gently let her head rest on his shoulder. "I'm so bored of always being told what to do..'Ginger do this..Ginger do that..smile..sit up straight blah..blahhh..blahhh" she said her voice a bit low in frustration. "Come on then" Devilstar stood up, holding out his hand for her to grab it. "where..?" she asked as she took his hand and stood up, now they were face to face. "You want to have fun don't you?" he said with a smile. "Uhh..yes as long as it all my clothes stay on.." she said bit uncertain on what kind of "fun" he meant. "No" he said as he laughed a bit took her hand and walked "promise all you clothes stay on"he said as they both laughed and began to run. "Where we going..?" she asked. "The forest" he said breathing a bit hard. "what?!" she asked in a bit of fright but continued  to run. "what if I get dirty!" she said, "oh come on I'm sure you dress will be fine you highness" he said as he laughed and ran faster "wait up!" she yelled running after him. They were at the start of the forest when they stopped. "ready?" he asked with a smrick as if he had be wanting this his whole life. "Uh..maybe we shouldn't go..i mean..my father-" she got cut off "don't worry" he placed his hand on her chin pulling her face to his "It will be ok..I promise" he said in a sweet genital voice. "O-oh fine.." she said looking in to his Dark purple eyes she began leaning it when "come on!" he laughed and ran in to the forest not noticing what she was about to do...kiss him "w-what?! Ugh I'm coming" she ran after him. They stopped they were in the middle of the forest, "Do..do you hear that?" asked Devilstar. "Yea...what is it?" she asked. "I don't know..." he said. They stopped Ginger tripped on a rock Devilstar quickly turned around to catch her but she fell and so did Devilstar her she looked up and she was on top of Devilstar "hey there miss" Devilstar said as he laughed. "Oh I'm sorry, my apologizes she said as she stood up, "its fine no worry's" he said as he stood up and dust him self. "So you tow love birds?" an unknown voice said. "where is the coming from" asked Ginger her eyes widened in fear. "I don't know..." he said looking around "I'm right here..?" she said. Devilstar and Ginger both looked up, up on the tree was a girl she looked about there age her hair long dark black, her she had skinny black jeans and a tight shirt her eyes seem to sparkle they were the perfect blue, her bangs covered one of here eyes. Devilstar's heart began to beat rapidly "b-beautiful.." he said in a sot of whisper. "Excuse me? " she said with a smrick. "nothing!" he said blushing a bit she smiled and jumped off the tree landing perfectly on her feet. "Devilstar..?"  said Ginger she sounded worried, she waved her hand in his face as he stared at the unknown girl. "DEVILSTAR!" Ginger yelled, "WHAT" he yelled back finally looking at Ginger. Ginger saw as the strange mystery girl and Devilstar looked at each and they smiled and got closer and walked closer..and closer and closer and closer- "Devilstar!" Ginger said and grabbed his arm pulling him to her, Devilstar and the girls stare seem to break off, they both seem to snap out of it. Devilstar and Ginger were face to face no her palms were on his cheek "Devilstar.." she said in a low soft sweet voice she had. "I'm sorry what were you saying Ginger" he gently pulled her palms off his cheeks "oh..nothing.." she said. He turned to the unknown girl again "whats your name?' he asked "oh...I'm Shadowcry" she said. "Devilstar it getting late me should probably go.." said Ginger as she pulled on his arm. "Oh..um yea your right..." he said as he turned to Ginger but then looked back at Shadowcry "Um..hopefully we meet again..?" he asked Shadowcry in a low yet soft voice. "um..yes I'll be here tomorrow..." said Shadowcry as she blushed a bit. "a-alright ugh come on Ginger" Devilstar and Ginger both ran off.

                                ~Shadowcry~   

   (As I began to walk back home...I couldn't stop thinking about him..who the hell was he? His hair long..yet not to long..his Dark purple eyes..his light skin..his black jeans..black shirt...The way he looked at me..like I was someone even worth looking at some saint..) "GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!" yelled Shadow "who the fuck you yelling at?!" asked her mother was she opened the door and saw her mother. "oh..no one.." said Shadowcry as she walked to her room and closed the door. (why did he look at me like that...like he wasn't looking at what I looked like but as if he was looking at who I was..like he didn't seem to notice my Dark black heart but something more...) Shadowcry thought to her self that night Shadowcry couldn't sleep..

                             ~Devilstar ~

(All Ginger did that afternoon was bother bother and bother the fuck out of me..I acted as if i was to listen..she didn't seem to catch my attention anymore..all I could think about was  Shadowcry..who was she..? why did I like her so much I barley even knew her..but she was beautiful..how could I not..and why the fuck is Ginger pulling me so close to her =.=..) Devilstar then gently pulled his arm away from Ginger "I-is everything ok Devilstar...?" she asks in a soft voice. "Yes of course...but um were almost home and I think I'm gonna try to go to sleep I'm a bit tired..." said Devil star. "Oh yes of course.." she said in a soft yet disappointed voice.(As I layed on my bed I thought and thought and fucking thought about Shadowcry, Shadowcry Shadowcry T-T) "oh my fucking god Shadowcry get out of my danm head please!" said Devilstar out loud "Um who are you talking to my Prince and who is Shadowcry? (My mother sat next to me as i layed on my bed) "Oh just some girl i met today..no big deal" Devilstar lied (and of course she has to make a big deal about it and say something like...) "A girl?!?" said Devilstar's mother "Yes mom a girl...it not big deal!" (You just had to say it out loud didn't you...shit and here come dad /).-) "A girl I hear?"......(for the rest of that i wasn't really listen all I herd them say was something like 'girl'..'girl friend..'Shadowcry and Devilstar..' blah blah blah...all i fucking wanted to think about was her with no interruptions is that to much to ask danm it?). Later that night around 3:00 A.M, Devilstar couldn't take it anymore he had to see her and not seeing her would probably make him go crazy, thats what he was thinking anyway.

  CHAPTER 2 DANM IT O.O

Has he swiftly seem to run back in the forest he somehow knew exactly were she lived it was almost as if he could seance it. "Shadowcry i-is that you..?" he whispered out of breath from her window. "OH MY FUCKING GOD I THINK I'M GOING INSANE I HEAR HIS VOICE, WHAT THE FUCK O.O" she said as she jumped up just to see Devilstar standing at her window as if it was a bright sunny day and there was nothing wrong with him being there at 3:00 in the morning. "Shadowcry..I-I'm not sure if you feel the same way but I cant stop thinking about you...I-I think i love you...I know you probably think I'm some crazy wiredo b-but-" Devilstar stopped as she grabbed oh to his shirt pulling him from out side threw the window in to her room "J-just shut the hell up and kiss me.."she whispered to him. They were face to face one of her hands was on his in shirt on chest he wrapped his arms around his waist and kisses her slowly and softly he could stop.."I'm sorry" he whispered as they kissed. "f-for what?" she said back "I-I cant stop" he said, "who said you h-had to?". Devilstar couldn't believe what he was doing, as he was sliding his hand up and down her waist she seem to pull him closer on of her legs went up and wrapped about his. His toung travel down and up her neck, then he gently moved away "w-whats wrong..?" she asked in worry.  "I-I feel like I'm taking advantage of you..I would never do that to you.." he said in soft  low voice. "b-but i want this and so do you so your not..I'm allowing you to do this..I don't know..I feel-" "a connection..? Like were SUPPOSE to be together..?" he cut her off and finishing her sentence. "yea how did you know..?" she asked as he sat down on her bed and she sat on his lap. "I feel the same way...". That night they both fell asleep with out a word nothing happen but they seem to be filled with happiness as if there hearts were complete now..as if they were now whole..Devilstar  held her in his arms and as they both slowly fell asleep.



Morning broke, and Devilstar awoke. "Shit...what have I done.." he whispered to himself. (and now when she awakes..I'm dead she"ll hate me and I'll never get the chance to show her how much I love her...good job Devilstar good job...). Devilstar try to slowly move her from on top of him, then she opened her eyes "Where you going..?" she said rubbing her eyes. "I-I please don't hate me I-I didn't take anything off of you I'm sorry I-I" he stuttered in fear. She wrapped her hand around his neck and blushed "I sort of *wish* you would have took en a few things off me.." she blushed even more now (what are you saying...hes gonna freak now...ugh but its true you did..) she thought to herself. Devilstar's eyes widened "I-I..." he began sliding his hand up and down her waist.."shadowcry your..amazing.." they both smiled as as she blushed a bit and so did he. Devilstar began sliding his hands under her shirt but still only on her waist, then he realized what he was doing. "I'm sorry, I cant...no no...i wouldn't hurt you in anyway.." Devilstar quickly moved away "wait Devilstar!" she said as he grabbed his black jacket and opened the window in which he had entered the night before. "I have to go..I'll be back later..Ginger probably waiting anyway..."he said as he began climbing out "oh.." she said seeming a bit upset. He gently grabbed her chin with his hand "I want to share everything with you...but...I'm worried..is all.." he said as he began to walk off. Shadowcry sighed as she watch him go (come back...please...) she thought to her self. (If I go to far i might loose her I cant risk that I need her more than anything...) he thought to himself in desperation. As he walked and got closer and closer to his house out of no were came Ginger. "DEVILSTAR!" she said excitedly as she jumped on his back and laughed a bit "Oh...hey Ginger" he made an annoyed face but didn't show it. (ok maybe i liked her before but I belong to Shadowcry so uh..how the hell do i explain that to her o.e). "Is something wrong DEvilstar?" Ginger asked as he carryed her on his back. "uh no but can you um..get off me?" he asked trying to sound kindly. " I didn't see you come back home after you ran around 3:00..." she said low sweet voice. "Y-You watch me..?" he asked in a sort of creeped out way. "Well my dad wakes me up and four for work and at three i was getting ready..is all.." she said trying not to sound odd. " I was with Shadowcry.." he told her. Ginger's eyes widened and then began to look wet as she walked next to Devilstar. "No no no..why are you sad?..Don't cry..whats wrong?" he walked as he moved in front of her stopping her from walking. "You.." she wiped the tears rolling down her face. "You had sex with her didn't you!" she pushed him moving him back and started running. "what!" he asked as he ran after her. "Ginger wait!" he ran. "ugh I didn't! And why the hell dose it matter to you danm it!" he quickly jumped up higher an an normal human as some said and appeared in front of her "Don't use you demon skills on me!" she cried tears falling down her face. "Ginger..." he took a deep breath. "I...I love Shadowcry and that will never change..I'm sorry.." he said looking down. "I'm tired of this...thats it I'm not going to let this happen i NEVER get anything I want!" she yelled her eyes seem to fill with anger as she disappeared. (Why me all the time...Ginger won't do anything shes to soft..so at least I don't need to worry about that..) he thought to him self as he opened the door to his house. "DEVILSTAR WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!?!" it was his father..Demonclaw. "D-DAD" Devilstar's eyes widened "Dad!" he hugged his dad as his dad wrapped his arms around his son. "Devilstar" his dad laughed a bit. "My have you grown starting to become a man hm?" he laughed. "I thought you were never going to return dad" Devilstar let go of his dad and sat on the couch excitedly. "Well Demon Fighters finally let me see my family" Demonclaw saod as he sat next to him. "its great to have you back dad" he said with a smrick. "Your mom said you were gone all night, out with a girl or what" his dad laughed. Devilstar made a funny wired face. "Maybe O.o..." they both laughed. "So tell me who is she hm..?" Devilstar's mother said as she walked in the living room with cups of cold blood. "oh thanks dear" Demonclaw said as he grabbed a cup and began to drink. "No one just a girl is all.." Devilstar blushed a bit. "Well sorry but the war calls me " said Demonclaw as he stood up and set the cup on the table. "NO! Dad you just got here!" Devilstar said as he stood up in front of his father. Demonclaw then put his hand on Devilstar's head and rubbed it. "I'll be back tonight, your mother told me she gave you my old treasure the one my father gave to me I'm going to show you what it dose and what you may do with it I cant wait to see the expression on your face, wouldn't miss it for the world!" said his father in a cheerful voice. "alright dad" said Devilstar.


Few hours later Devilstar walked back in to the forest to find Shadowcry "My love I have returned" he whispered in her ear as he stood be hide her "Devilstar!" she said as turned to him  and wrapped her legs around his stomach. "hey" he laughed a bit  as he wrapped his arms around her, The wind blew as it got darker and cold. "Its getting cold maybe we should get you inside?" he said to her. "My house his a bit far tho.." she said as he hugged him tighter. "its only a few miles my love." he laughed a bit. "I had to run none stop to get here Devilstar we would have to run threw the cold." she said her sweet soft voice seem to warm Devilstar. he held her tighter and began running carrying her in about 5 minutes he appeared in front of her house and set her down gently he smiled as he looked at her. "H-how..?!" she  grabbed Devilstar's hand. "I'm part demon didn't you know " he laughed and pulled her closer. she smiled and open the door pulling his hand to follow her. As they reached her bed room Devil star saw the white bed covered with black rose peddles, Devilstar quickly moved back a bit. "Shadowcry I would never hurt you..and..I don't think i would b able to control-" he wrapped her hands around the back of his neck "Devilstar...I'm in love with you..I want to share everything with you and only you.." she gently kissed his lips letting her self go away from from him as she sat on the bed. "But what if I go to far and-" she put on finger on his lips and interrupted him "Devilstar..i want you too.." she blushed and stood up swaying her hips walking to the bathroom and closing the door. Devilstar sat up on the bed a few minutes later Shadowcry came out with just her underwear and her short laundry. "W-What are you wearing" he said as his heart began beating fast and moved back on the bed a bit. "oh just a little something I thought you might like" she blushed and gently sat on his lap. Devilstar blushed and wrapped his arms around her and began kissing down her neck, Shadowcry wrapped her hand on the back of his neck and then kissing his lips slowly and softly. "a-are you sure you want-" whispered Devilstar. "I..want you to own me Devilstar.. make me yours.." she blushed and kissed him down his neck. He slowly pulled her shirt up pulling it off and throwing it to the side the light was dim and the door was closed and locked as she pulled his shirt off he felt the warm of her skin against his he slowly slides his hand down her waist and up again gently unclipped the clip to her bra and blushed a bit as he slowly took her bra off she blushed and smiled and unzipped his pants pulling them down to his knees. She slowly began pulling his boxers down and blushed a bit as he lowly slides his claw down her side cuttung a part of her underwear  taking it off, he slowly pulled him self on top of her looking at her as he licked up her ear and whispering. "Are you sure you want me to-" she whispered back interrupting him "make me yours.." she blushed and her eyes widened as he slowly pushed him self inside her she grabs on to his shoulders and gasped a bit "D-Devilstar.." she sighed a bit as he slowly began moving in and out of her "w-want me to s-stop?" he was breathing hard and continued moving. "N-no don't p-please..". she began sighing a bit has her hips began moving in a circle motion. Devilstar went in deeper harder and faster.


The next morning:
Devilstar opened  his eyes only to find Shadowcry in his arms, she fell asleep on top of him he was still inside her  (Ok so do I wake her up o.o....no she looks to cute XD) he thought to him self. Shadowcry began opening her eyes "Good morning my King" she smiled and gently kissed his cheek. "Good morning my queen" he smiled "You do realize I'm still in side of you right?" he laughed a bit. "Yea sorry" she laughed a bit and slowly moved her self out. "I didn't mind" he smiled. "I know" she said pulling her hair back as she rested her head on Devilstar's chest. "I'm your now right..? Just me..?" she ask pulling her self closer to him. "Of course you were mine from the beginning and it always will be only you" he slowly placed his hand on her chin bring her up so they were face to face and gently kissed her. "I Don't want you to go.." she said softly. "You know I have to..., I have my family but I'll always return you my girl" he said reassuring her. She seemed a bit worried but he had to. She kissed his cheek as he began to move out of the bed grabbing his shirt, pulling it over jim self. "When will you be back love?" her voice was soft and sweet as hif she just wished he never had to leave. For a moment he gave her a long look of kindness then said "I wont be long but I was suppose to be there last night but -he stopped for a moment looking embarrested- "had sex..?" Shadowcry looked a bit embarrested to say it but she did as she smiled at him kissing him slowly. "Just promise you'll come back to me...." she said. "I promised" he said as gathered the rest of his clothes pulling them on and opeening the window ready to leave. "wait" the white blacket as she held was over her undressed body as she stood in front of him.